3days praying and counting

I am scared to death ! The next 3 days are going to determine my next chapter. I have never had so much riding on something getting done and depending on other people to help me get it done. I don't know what to do to make this happen I have always ended up quitting. I can't this time. I have to win ! I deserve to know what winning feels like at least once. Dear God please stay with me ! Let me come back and describe the winning feeling on Wednesday.